Sunday, October 30, 2005

so its 3:35 in the morning and i can't ge to sleep. -_- why? 'cuz i decided to get drunk with my mom at some stupid day-before-the-REAL-halloween-adult-party thing. I don't think i am ever drinking again. Ugh, i spent the entire time just laughing at s0me guy's hat that was orange. *cringe* i'm so messed up already.. stupid busybodies also at our table, talking what nonsense to me n shit. I don't remember ANYTHING from the point we went home to the point i woke up about half an hour ago, feeling so crazy thirsty.. i DO remmeber looking at a computer, talking to llouisa (i think -_-) and i have some fuzzy memory that i threw up. Seems more like a dream though, a very ew one. i sure hope i didn't say anything stupid in the car -_-; .

Feeling ohsostupid right now. i feel sick, but its not a hangover. i just can't sleep..

i want black nail polish..




ooooooooooooook my eyes are getting watery maybe ill try n sleep..

-mish
3:34 AM